Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

Can these be my hands
Why won't they follow my commands
Someone took my breath from me
I can't see and i can't speak
I had a dream you were a snake
I guess this proves i knew you well
I had a dream when i was falling down
Until i landed under you

Go to hell and leave me with
The keys to your car
Delia will drive me through the rain

And it's just like you to pick the perfect time
When i'm already down and there
To kick a couple times
You took everything i said
And everything i did
And everything i though was mine
I feel like such a fool 
For having turned to you
I didn't know that you could ever want
To be so cruel
And if there is a god, and if god is fair
I know you will suffer (delia)