Undone

Terrified 
  I don't trust myself 
  There're so many things you don't see 
  I'm mesmerized 
  I'm starting to believe 
  The words I hear when I sleep 
  There tying me to my bed 
  Amputating my arms & removing my head 
  Leaving me what's left beind 
  To create all the monsters 
  I've made in my mind 

  Are you afraid?  You should be 
  I can't explain what's happening to me 
  I've been to places 
  That we're not allowed to go 
  To learn the words 
  That we're not supposed to know 
  Say them with me 

  That someone's watching always following me 
  I'm mesmerized 
  By the horror beyond 
  The stars that die in their sleep 
  We are the colors out of space 
  A broken reminder 
  A shade of disgrace 
  Some secret hidden sign 
  Hours beyond 
  Your concept of time