Star Above My Bed

NeverKneeling low on my pillow, God, kneeling low on my pillow
I will see there, I will be there
You and me, we die
I will fracture, I will capture
You and me, we dieLook at pink roses full of black kind hearts
It can't compare to your beauty
As you're lying through your fucking teethWhy can't I glow?Why don't you look at the roses
Girl from a black wedding bouquet?
Can't compare to you, you're fucking beauty
'Til you look to swayWhy can't I glow? I'll dieI will be dead, I will see the dead
You and me, we dieSummer's trudging closer and a flurry of white as well
It's the heart of nuclear winter and you can bet I'm scared as hell
But I don't blame you
I don't blame youMy God, am I the wrong one?
She's a monster of mankindI, I see the fucking manger
On her flesh she left a warning
And I said, "will I ever see all that's coming through for me?"
And will I ever breathe? We dieI wasn't a star lost
My fine point has been turned into the warmth
How to say this and why?
Look into my eyes and shut the fuck upWhy can't I glow?Oh God and it came towards the sin
And it accentuates the shit my fucking wayShut the fuck up
You can see it in my eyes
Why can't I glow?
Shut upI will see there, I will be there
Where you and me, we die
(No!)Leave and take my memories of her with you
Pack your shit and leave and take my memories of her with you
(I don't need to know)
And take her fucking with you