Long-Desired Dementia

Absorbing, feeling and desiring
 You fade away spewing their words up
 Rise to fall, lie to last
 Look! Nothing is opening its arms...
 Tangle of urges overflows
 Staining every gesture and moment
 Raise your head and grasp that jest
 Anti-god lurks in non-existence
 Mute words of those who know
 Distort the mouths of deranged fools into a sneer
 No war will be! No revolution!
 The punishment is equal
 Perfectly cold – no bond with this comedy
 Another urges from outside change nothing
 Hideous, complete in itself tangle of desires
 And millions of hands stretched out
 Towards the swallowing void
 No cry-long desired dementia