Disciplined Breakdown

Never ever can remember
What all things that go bump in the night
The quietness uncovers, betrayal now hovers
And my comfort levels not quite rightWhere'd love to stay and evaluate
But my torture can't waitWell it seems so high, I'm losing ground
Welcome all high, to my disciplined breakdownNever ever can decipher
Who listens to the words I say
While I sense I'm searching, I never know who's lurking
To scare my sacred thoughts awayWhere'd love to hang and chat a while
But my mind's become vileWell it seems so high, I'm losing ground
Welcome all high, to my disciplined breakdownBreakdown reality
Breakdown my ability, to get back
I wanna get it back
A breakdown honesty
A breakdown now deliver me
From all this madness and all this agonyNever ever can contribute
To finding all the faults that sustain
Never mind the answers to who spreads the cancer
When the questioning of why remainsWell I love to sit and rationalize
But my tongue's become dryWell it seems so high, I'm losing ground
Welcome all high, to my disciplined breakdownWell it seems so high, I'm losing ground
Welcome all high, to my disciplined breakdownBreakdown
Breakdown
Breakdown