The Bottle and the Sea

I've been sitting here waiting,
trying to fall asleep,
There is an answer in
my head to see, but I can't stop the fight,
I've been going crazy,
there's nowhere to run
and I'm feeling so hazy.
It's the drugs that I took,
the wine that I drank,
the nights here alone
and my head in the sink.
I need time to myself
back on the sea,
I want nothing more
than for you to be here with me.
Is it wasted alone,
am I wasting away?
Just one more year
I won't take that away from youBack on the road
here on the land,
it's not cracked up to be
all it is understand
where I'm coming, I've gone,
I'd see you around,
I've been here before
curled up on the ground.
Make it here on my own,
away from today,
with all of the faces
I'm seeing the same.
Got you out on the ocean,
here on the sea,
the waves in your face
and you're shouting at me.
Won't you
lay here awake,
don't fall asleep
holding me holding on
it makes sense to me.
But you wouldn't allow
and it's killing me now,
don't you know.