I Am Drinking Again

i am drinking again,
im on my 7th cold glass of gin
life is a tribute to you, and so is dying
and drinking in this way
to die is what im tryingi also try to keep my love
in case an angel loves me
and lifts me up with angel hoofs
to someplace high above mei am drinking again,
im on my 9th warm glass of gin
people argue with me
but i have never been stronger
nor held so strong a feeling
inside of me longer
with no one at all knowing
oh but i know
just what i need to live this lifeand all of us here
raise our eyes and our spirits
our hands and our voices
that your ears may hear it