Alone

Monday on the line
When you know that now's the time to leave and be free
Aware of your destiny
When that moment arrives, wild visions through the mind
And all I see, is what used to be, my life could soon be a memoryI don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
'Cos every night feels alright, when you're nearBattle through this wall of nerves
When your life it takes a turn
What I have is what I feel
While in my mind your lyin' hereFear that unholy dread
There's a piece of me in all he says
All kinds of weird stuff inside my head
The stage fright in my own bedI don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
'Cos every night feels alright, when you're nearDon't wanna be like a voice without words
'Cos I need you here with me
Don't wanna be alone in this world
Will I suppress my fear
And will I beat this war of nervesI don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
'Cos every night feels alright, when you're nearI don't ever wanna feel pain
When it's over will I feel the same?
I don't ever wanna feel fear
This war of nerves that I reserve for when you're hereI don't ever wanna feel pain
I'm feeling hurt, but I feel no shame
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Do I deserve these cruel words we have here?