I Held Her in My Arms

I'm gnawing on the knowledge that I have been burnt
And I'm learning things that I should've already learnt
Everyone I ever knew was so kind and coy
I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy,
I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to
but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms,
but it wasn't you,
I will not kill, The one thing that I love
In this world of wreckage, I look above
say Help me Lord, Help me understand
What it means to be a boy, What it means to be a man,
I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to
but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms
but it wasn't you,
I'm gnawing on the knowledge that I have been burnt
And I'm learning things that I should've already learnt
Everyone I ever knew was so kind and coy
I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy,
I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to
but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms
but it wasn't you,
I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to
but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms
but it wasn't you,