Я стал таким невзрачным

(1981, Sergey Sarychev. Freaky, I guess.)

I became so unprepossessing,
 I became so transparent,
 that those whom I meet,
 I did not notice.

 And those who need
 victory and reward,
 do not take the garden
 where there is no fence ...

 Probably so wretched
 I am one with God.
 Leads me to the road
 open to nowhere ...

 My friends beautiful
 accident left
 for what was not involved,
 although it was everywhere.

 And all my aspirations
 not called convergence.
 Left Resurrection
 do not see anyone.

 Go now mysterious,
 enthusiastically - the only
 invisible as light,
 that is, there is no ...